something to do

so, hey again, if anyone really reads this... I'm actually blogging because I have nothing to do and idleness, while it's not my preferred devil's playground, is eating away at me. This fact is sad because it's the first day of summer vacation and I'm already bored. So I need suggestions on what to do over the summer. here's what I've been thinking:

• start a KISS cover band
• become a makeup representative that gets to host cool parties
• write a book on how ridiculously ironic my life is
• watch all of the movies on IMDB's 100 best movie list
• learn how to make creme brulee

but none of these things sound very satisfying at the moment. so ideas are welcome. I also need to be memorizing a monologue for an audition and plan my birthday party, but have you ever noticed that when you need to do something and you have nothing to do you just don't prioritize the things you need to do? It really sucks.

I mentioned my birthday party up there. That'll be fun but what's more important is that I'm turning sixteen. A pivotal age in popular culture. I mean, every one's supposed to change the summer between sophomore and junior year and I guess I'll try out some new changes, but that kind of scares me, because I don't really know what I want to change into. Actually, I do usually know this, but I'm just being whiny and pathetic because I'm in a bad mood. So I will write back tomorrow, because really, this cannot be enjoyable for anyone. So, sorry about the incessant pity... I feel like that was just a real world monologue or something equally as heinous.